The way americans treat each other deserves a special mention. it's a spartan society that is robotic, and merciless. weakness is frowned upon and dealt with quickly and severely. success is worshipped.
for many years I thought: maybe this is just me. People seem to be happy around me. Am I imagining all this? But no, I don't actually think I am.
I've never had a SINGLE true friend here, in all my years of living here. I had more happiness in my 13 years in Russia, even though we didn't have much there. I fondly remember my friends there. I don't have a SINGLE person in the US that I really connected with on any meaningful way. Instead, every single place I've been into, I was made to feel inferior in some way, like some kind of a sub-human.
i feel sorry for people born here actually. they've never experienced true friendship or true, kind interaction. it's all some kind of a rat race.
the system is designed to make everyone feel inferior, and the answer to inferiority is achievement or money? how goddam pathetic and tiring. this system results in extreme isolation as well, as everyone constantly measures each other on some scale, instead of actually enjoying life.
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